So I met Scott on Tinder and I have gone on two "dates" with him. (going to his house to watch a movie and drink wine) And I can't for the life of me figure out if he likes me?!?! So much that I asked Ben what he thought... ya I'm desperate but I kinda really like this guy and I am afraid he doesn't like me or I am in the friends with benefits zone since he hasn't actually taken me out on a real date. He did kiss me...a lot on the second date and he initiated we sit closer and cuddle. But I was the one who was like so am I going to get to see you again...he did say he would love to and that he was completely free this week. But our second date was Monday and it's now Wednesday and still no official plans on hanging out. And I waited today to text him to see if he would text me...I gave in at 9:11am and now it is 10:15am and I still haven't heard from him which is the latest I have not heard from him since we started talking last Wednesday...? I am scared I don't have a good feeling about this. But he is working an expo today but still why wouldn't he text me on the drive or when he woke up? Why? Why can't I just find a good guy and be done with all this dating crap? I just want a husband who loves me and a family...is that too much to ask for God? Scott wrapped me up in his arms and it felt like home...as weird as that is to say about a guy I've only met twice. It was amazing and I felt safe and I just want that again. Fuck me I am in love with this guy after two dates and I don't think he likes me...
So I flat out asked him and he said he really likes hanging out with me and obviously finds me attractive but doesn't want to jump into a relationship. He wants to hang out and see where things go. And he said worst case scenario he gets a friend who likes to hike.
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