Moving On Again?

I'm not sure what to do as far as Chris goes. He talked to me a little to make sure I was ok after my rear ending incident and he let me know his step dad shattered his elbow because his horse fell on him. But other then that nothing. I asked if we were still dating and he ignored the question. And today I said I hope he has a good day at work and I haven't heard anything from him. So I don't know I am taking it as we are done since he won't even talk to me...I mean what kind of a relationship is that?!?! I am not sure what is going through his head. But I do know I'm not going let Joe ruin my life anymore. I am not going to talk about him or compare anyone to him. He never happened. I am me. I have my feelings and thoughts because of me. I am not going to over think things and cause problems that aren't there. I am going to move on and be happy. I also need to learn to not try to talk over people and how to express my self when I am upset in a better way.

So I haven't added Bumble back to my phone yet (that is what Chris and I met on and what started this whole issue because I finally deleted the account like Chris wanted me to) but I am talking to a guy on Tinder that seems pretty good so far. He said he wants to get together but is away at a wedding and won't be back till Sunday night so we will see. He says he is 6'4 and a ER physician. Just lost his mom and moved here for a change from Miami. He is pretty damn cute in his pictures if they are real. And I asked if he had kids and he said no and then he asked me if I wanted kids and I said yep and I guess he does too. So that's good...he doesn't smoke or chew. So there are two issues that I wouldn't have with him that I would with Chris. Plus he is taller then Chris and he is 31 instead of 27. So the height issue and the age issue wouldn't be a problem either. So I am getting a little more ok with not being with Chris because there are better people for me out there with a lot less problems. I just have to find them I guess.