OMG... I think I am falling for Chris. He is just so perfect and so nice! I could actually see a future with him. An actual loving, caring, sharing relationship. We talked more about his kids and relationship with his ex and as weird as it sounds I am starting to be more and more ok with it. That might be because he is such a nice guy but I could see us taking care of his kids during the summer and also having our own. He did get a vasectomy but he said he can get it reversed and would like to have kids with some one he actually loves and do the whole buying a house and raising a family with some one. And it kinda warms my heart to hear him talk about his kids...like I think he is going to make an awesome full time dad. The vasectomy kinda freaks me out because that is suppose to be permanent and I read online that if you reduce it within the first 3 years you have a 50% chance of getting pregnant but after 10 years your chances go down to like 30% chance and that the guys body could build up stuff against the sperm that would kill them even if the vasectomy was reversed. So now I am concerned that he might not be able to have kids. And I think that would devastate me if I couldn't have kids of my own. I mean don't get me wrong if I fall in love with Chris and we get married his children would be mine and I would treat and love them as such but there is something to be said about experiencing pregnancy and having your own children. So I think that might be a deal breaker.
We went out to dinner around 7:30pm and he didn't leave my house till 2:00am again. We spent like the whole time talking, sharing stories and asking questions. It was nice :) I just really hope I don't get tired of how nice and sweet he is since that is not the kind of guy I am used to or tend to date. Him talking about his work and how he looks though makes up for his "girl-ish" traits though.
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