Chris Dates

So I have now been on two dates with Chris. The first one we started at Keys on Main at 8:30pm which is a piano bar and that was a lot of fun. He got there a little late because he got pulled over on the wya (no ticket though) and it was really cute because he was just as nervous as I was. The table was a little wobbly so his beer spilled a little so he went and got a napkin to fix the wobble. Then when I was talking I accidentally knocked by beer over. The place was too loud to talk so he was really embarrassed about that so we left and went to Hop Jacks by Grandma and Grandpa L's old place which happens to be close to where he lives. We talked till 12:45am because that's when they kinda kicked us out. Then the next day he came over at 6:00pm to watch Netflix. Be brought the beer and I bought the pizza... he stayed till 2:45am and it took him 13 episodes of How I Met your Mother before he got up the courage to kiss me :) And he wasn't a horrible kisser....Uggg I kinda like him a lot! BUT he has three kids...a 6 year old and 3 year old twins that live with their mother in Hawaii. What do I do with that??? I mean part of me wants to say that's a "future Jilian" problem since they don't live HERE and we have only been on two dates so who knows if this is even going to work? right?

We have a ton in common and he is an ok kisser... he isn't bad but there are some things I want to teach him ;) He said I am the best kisser he has ever been with :) and he does things like text me "goodnight gorgeous" or "good morning wonderful". And he says things like "Your smile makes me smile" I mean how freaking cute is that? And when he talks about work it makes me turned on because he is so... I don't know...he is in charge and knows his shit and it's hot! It sucks that he is already a dad but the way he talks about them and tries to provide for them makes think aww I could see you being the kind of person I want to be the dad of my kids. But if we where to have 2 kids of our own that would mean he would have 5 kids!! That's CRAZY! I mean three is already kinda crazy.