Well I ended it with Nick this morning. I met up with him last night after the singles event I went to (which was a bust for guys but I did make another new girlfriend so that was awesome!) and he tried kissing me again and it was SUPER awkward and bad. This time instead of weird pecks he used WAY too much tongue and I was like why is he licking my face?!? Gross!! so then every time he tried to kiss me for the rest of the night I tried to avoid it :/ which is a clear sign I didn't like him but we were still having fun so we bar hopped in Ballard till like 3 in the morning and when I got home...I started texting Ben (because it was 6am there and he was just getting up) which also shows I wasn't into Nick. So this morning when I finally woke up (I am not waiting for pizza to be delivered because I am exhausted! I'm SUCH an old person now lol) I just texted him that I had fun, was trying to be honest, and that I think we would be better as friends...and he said that he kinda got that feeling last night.
But there we go...my first guy-ness dating thing after Joe is out of the way.
Joe had come over the night before to get more stuff and one of the first things he asked me was how Charleston was. Which means it kinda bothered him :) And for the first time since Portland I wasn't upset about seeing Joe. I was happy with my self and where I currently am. He said he saw my new car on Facebook and his mom called him to ask about it. (so accomplishment there lol) And when he was leaving I was getting in my car (to go to the grocery store) and he asked me if I was going on a date as a joke and I responded without thinking by saying "not tonight" and the look on his face was so awesome! I continued by saying I had one the night before, had one the next night and then I was meeting some one to watch the seahawks game on sunday. Joe had nothing to say. It felt really great. Felt like for the first time since all of this happened...I was winning. :)
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