So Ben calls me and he sounds not the happiest...we talk and then I apologize for the other night and he said no it's fine he was just being grumpy and then tells me the answer to the best friend question and then proceeds to tell me how it was a weird question and how it was something a 5 year old would ask and then starts yelling at me and then hangs up. WTF?!?!? I don't have the emotional bandwidth for this! I am getting divorced...so I have to find a new place to live, a new job, a new car, a new guy, and figure out how to pay for it all. So if people think they are going to take their problems out on me FUCK THAT!
He needs to decide if he wants me and if he doesn't then I'm out and if he does then this bull shit needs to stop. So until then I am going to be the one who disappears. Because I need a man who will support me, love me, protect me. I need a man who is reliable, trustworthy, adventurous and who has a pair of balls. I need a guy who is good in bed and can call me out on my bs but still romance the shit out of me and push me to be a better person. I need a man. Not a fucking woman who is pms-ing.
So lets see who is strong enough to be my man.
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