Focus

Right now my focus is getting my body back from the ugly "I'm married" phase back to the "I'm sexy and single" phase and to keep it like that. It's been good for me mentally too...gives me something to do at night when it's hard to be alone and it keeps me eating right. Which is good because I'm not getting take out which costs money...plus cooking gives me something to do too. It is also something I actually have control of in my life right now. And I am actually seeing some improvement so that is a huge helping factor in keeping me motivated. The first weekend in October I weighed around 170...today I weighed in at 158! So that is HUGE! I am also listening to more music throughout my day to try to give me a boost. I just need to keep focusing on positive things that I enjoy and will help me like working out, eating healthy, my photography business, and finding a new job that pays more.