I just can't win....first I find out my husband is cheating on me and then that we are getting a divorce so I need to find a new place to live. Then the car insurance company tells me because we are separated my coverage gets cut and then my car gets hit by an uninsured driver with a suspended license. Now I am on my period (which is the worst one I've had in a loooong time) I just find out that to get my masters degree I need to take 6 classes someplace else because I didn't meet those pre-requisites. WHAT ELSE WORLD?!?! What else are you going to throw at me??? I am trying to move on....I am trying to better myself and you just won't let me! You just keep kicking me...keep kicking harder and harder...
I want to give up...I want to crawl into a little ball and cry. And yet I am not aloud to. I am expected to stand tall and not shed a tear...I am told to focus on the positive and stop being so negative. But what is the positive?? That I'm young...that I don't have kids...that I'm alive? How are those the only positives??? I'm not that young... and no I don't have kids even though I want them... I am trying to be strong...I am trying to be brave...but it is so hard.
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